Too Much Death

2012 has been a year with so many highs and lows.  Many of the lows were due to the deaths of many that were near and dear to us.  In March we lost our beloved dog, Titan after that it seemed like we just kept getting hit with bad news.  Between late April and September my husband lost 3 uncles, I lost 1 uncle, my father passed last week and sadly, my father-in-law passed away tragically yesterday afternoon.  It's unbelievable.  I feel like I am numb.  I haven't cried about my father in a few days and I've barely thought about him since yesterday.  I haven't shed a tear for my father-in-law yet.  I'm sad but I think I'm really just numb.  I'm trying to stay strong for my family and for my own sanity but how much can we take?  Hard to believe my girls lost both of their grandfathers in less than a week!